just random thoughts throughout today

so the weather has been a blast today and i have enjoyed being able to be out there and read today without having all this swet drop down my back. My puppy has really enjoyed it as well since she got to be out there with her mom and play all day.

Finally unpacked and did some organizing again today and hopefully this is the last time i move till after the baby is born.

I wrote a letter to dereks sisters last night and explained to them the best i could about everything and so far it went well. i emailed one to his mom too so im not sure what kind of reaction i am going to get from her or if i will end up getting one at all.

this is josh's first day home with me and you know what he does he plays with wayne the hole freakin time and leaves me to babysit his little sister so that him and wayne can go out to the store. And what does he do. he buys another pack of cigaretts. Im sorry but when he complains to me that we dont have enough money to get buy. (which we couldn't even pay bills this month) but he is allowed to spend all this money on soda and cigaretts when ever the gosh he freakin pleases. I love him so much but something i feel like he thinks with his ass and not his head.

on a good note ill lhopefully get to have all my medical ceverage set up soon so that i can find an obgyn.

today has been a horrible yet some what good day. well see how it turns out